In The Dark

One important thing that I have noticed about my life as a Human Being is that it feels like I am walking in the DARK.

It's as if someone turned the LIGHTS OFF, and there I am standing dead center of a DARK ROOM i am all alone.. I am feeling around the walls in a panic, I cannot find the light switch. I am afraid of the dark, I cannot see here, I cannot breath here, I am so afraid, I do NOT want to be here.

I can sense that others are here, i can hear their voices they call themselves my family, but I cannot walk with them it seems that we all have a different journey.

I've given birth in the dark and my daughter has gone astray, how can I help her too see if I cannot even see.

I dropped to knees I'm crying, my heart feels a gaping hole, AM I BREATHING?

There are two little boys clinging too me as I walk in this DARK. I am praying that GOD gives us a good grip on one another. We are all that we have, they trust me, they believe that I no where I am going. I DO NOT and I will not tell them that rather, I say to them "GOD GUIDES US" and they BELIEVE.

There are things I've been doing routinely in this Dark. I need my eyes to TRANSITION in here so i can see. Just a flicker of light will help me. But there is none, the directions given too me by others in here is wrong. They don't no where they are going either.

I cannot see, FATHER GOD in Heavan, creator of all things seen and unseen. HELP ME TO SEE. I AM LOST. NAVIGATE Me, guide me in this DARK.

While standing here for a minute, refusing to move, I can't budge, I don't no where I am going. I am STOPED. I am Listening and waiting for direction. I am YIELDING.

My FAITH is not waiting and hoping that GOD takes me to a good place but My FAITH is having the strength and belief to call on GOD. Believing that he has heard my cry and as TURNED ON A LIGHT so that I may see which direction to go.

Are you here JESUS? Have you come for me?


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Decision Making

When caught between making decisions in this LIFE we sometimes lean unto the ideas of others, assuming they could actually lead us the right way..

We use factors when coming to this conclusion, such as:

The person is older therefore he/she must have experience.

The person is a good friend and always has great advice.

I have learned that when your in a situation or you foresee a situation is going bad.

Your best bet is to Rely on your FAITH in God.

Here's some advice given to me by The Holy Spirit, who leads me.

DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE SITUATION YOUR GOING THROUGH, OR THE SITUATIONS THAT YOU SEE COMING TOWARDS YOU.

IF IT CAN NOT BE CHANGED BY MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION.

IT SHOULD NOT BE CHANGED AT ALL.

SIN

We believe that all we can do is try harder NOT to SIN. Try harder not to steal, lie, cheat, commit adultery, get drunk etc. We want people around us to think that we have done it!

We believe that we CAN do it. We judge others quickly when we can see how they have sinned.

Keep trying, keep making people around you see your shortcomings, letting them watch you steal and hear you lie. Trying to convenience the WORLD that your stuff is together.

KEEP TRYING

You CAN try not to Sin
But you just CANT Stop Sinning

Welcome to being HUMAN.
GOD is already aware of this and it is NOT a flaw it is LIFE.

What is happening?
Why can't i stop SINNING?
Why cant i conquer this strong hold?

On this EARTH you have been given a BODY that wants to SIN. Your Body responds to SIN as a NATURAL thing, your body LOVES to SIN. Even your mind SINS. In fact your Mind sins on its own.

It is the way your body is designed. This is a Human Experience, without a body you don't have to resist temptation of the flesh.

Have you ever laid on the couch watching a good movie, and suddenly a very dissatisfying thought comes into your mind?

How much control do you have over what you are thinking?

Where are your thoughts coming from?

Have you ever said "Forgive Me FATHER for thinking this way, this is NOT the way i feel?"

If you haven't, you had better start.

Pay attention to what's in your mind, because your BODY is waiting for a reaction.

You have very little control over what thoughts will pop into your head but you have been given authority in your WORDS.

Now would be the time to use those WORDS and say. "I REBUKE you in the name of JESUS, now is the time to say; I send you back to where you came." Talk to those thoughts of yours, make your BODY settle Down.

Be mindful of your thoughts, prepare to REBUKE EVIL THOUGHTS and remember to PLEA THE BLOOD OF JESUS over your thoughts and your BODY.

- The Flesh Is Weak.

You may not be able to stop the thoughts from entering your mind but you can put each thought in its place.

SIN is NATURAL in a HUMAN BODY just like breathing. Your BODY wants to sin so bad you wouldn't believe it.

You see, your body belongs to MOTHER EARTH and surely it wants to return to the earth.

What is the punishment for SIN?
DEATH.

Don't let your body Dig its own grave. Tell SIN, "Not today."

Obey GODS LAWS and ask HIM to help you overcome SIN. Tell our FATHER that you want to WALK IN THE SPIRIT.

He is listening, he can hear you, his SPIRIT is inside of you.

Music

TURN THE MUSIC DOWN

I can hear you FATHER

MANY CANNOT HEAR ME THROUGH THE MUSIC.

Music although soothing, relaxing, and stimulating is being strategically used as a TOOL.

This TOOL has POWER. It's design is to keep HUMAN BEINGS from hearing our FATHERS voice.

Some of us have the ability to hear our FATHER through the music, no matter what is playing and no matter how loud it is being played.

But there are others that CANNOT hear our FATHER in heaven speaking to them through the music they are listening too.

Music can be a distraction and for those of you that want to draw near to our FATHER and claim that you CANNOT hear him speaking to you. I suggest you TURN OFF the MUSIC.

How aware of your surroundings are you when listening to loud music?

The HUMAN EXPERIENCE of Music is EMOTION. Emotion is expressed from our souls and Satan has attacked there first since the beginning of Human Kind.

Music makes you feel every emotion that a Human has.

Human Experiences

Living as a Human Being in this LIFE is like having an experience. Look at all the beautiful things that you see, the emotions that you experience, the love that you develop for yourself, your possessions, your parents, sisters, brothers, cousins, aunts, uncles and so on.

Feeling different types of LOVE, tears, sadness, everything that you experience as a human.

Is THE HUMAN POINT OF VIEW of things.

Now look at it spiritually, you are SPIRT in a human body feeling and living LIFE.

Enjoy it

God is present and active

Your Words

As HUMANS we have been given authority in our WORDS... We were given WORDS that generate POWER by our FATHER in Heaven, these words is his gift to us.

We should use our words when we are being attacked SPIRITUALLY. We have the ability to COMMAND evil thoughts to flee our minds and our presence. By using our WORDS we can ACTIVATE shields of PROTECTION..

Our WORDS are a VALUABLE SPIRITUAL weapon given to us by our FATHER. We gain power when using our words to cover ourselves and others with THE BLOOD OF JESUS.

Imagine yourself as a Human Super Hero, fighting evil thoughts and evil in itself away from you and out of your presence by using your words.

A message to us HUMANS:
NEVER use your WORDS to Hurt the people that you love, control your tongue for there is Great Power in your WORDS.

The Word of GOD is our Armor

After all God created the heavens, the earth, all of humanity and every living creature in the Universe by using His Words.. So just imagine how powerful your words are..

GODS SPIRIT IS IN YOU

Be Still and Listen

Quiet your mouth, quiet your surroundings, quiet your thoughts and let your mind stand still.. Listen too GOD he wants to talk to you....

Help Me Walk in Faith

FATHER, help me to WALK in FAITH, help me to WALK in YOUR WILL for my LIFE.

Help me to HEAR you when you speak to me and help me to no that it is you. I can't do these things on my own, I need your guidance.

GLORY: High renown or honor won by notable achievements
-Take pride or pleasure
- Great honor, praise

HALLELUJAH: Used to express Praise or Joy

IT HURTS TO DO THE RIGHT THING YOUR BODY REJECTS IT.

PAY ATTENTION!!

Sometimes you have to be quiet.......
Listen, take deep breaths and just listen to what is going on around you.

Seeing is only half of the story.
What we see and what we hear are different.....

Pay Attention to your environments...

Live From Within

As Humans we live by emotion, satan attacks us starting there first. Our emotion is they key to our SOUL. We need to learn to use our imaginations and live from WITHIN..

Living from within our minds, seeing ourselves do what we desire most. Watching ourselves in our own LIFE.
Visualizing GREATNESS in ourselves.

If you cannot see it, how can you expect others to see it within you??

Act on what you see as if it is a plan. Learn from your mistakes which is making plans before even visualizing them.

You are SPIRIT.. You have this POWER.

Become what you want people too see in you.

A helpful tool by Manjit Singh
Living From Within

under $5.00 at Barnes and Noble.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/living-from-within-manjit-singh/1033980791

Whats Killing Us

Our Mother-EARTH, is being paved with toxins, NO ONE can preserve there body here.  LIFE doesn't last very long on this planet.  Even the cars we drive are made of TOXINS that kills us.  The roads we drive on are so packed with toxins that kill us, every spin of our wheels on the road releases toxins into the air which kills us.  Everything around us is killing us.

MOTHER-EARTH is our home for now, millions of other will live here after us.  Take care of the EARTH. LOVE the EARTH.

Teach Me How To Love You

FATHER, show me how to LOVE you.

Teach me how to LOVE

Help me to LOVE my NEIGHBOR

Help me to honor your COMMANDMENTS

This is the 1st and 2nd RULE of your house help me FATHER

SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE YOU.....

In Alingnment

I AM Walking in GODS WILL.  I AM in alignment.  It feels like I am driving in the right direction and I am on the right road now. 

Thank you FATHER for allowing me to WALK IN YOUR WILL FOR MY LIFE.  I am aware of my surroundings I CAN SEE where change is needed in me and the people around me. 

It is as if I am walking a few steps ahead of the people around me.

I CAN SEE

How can I help?

Life is fun at the Carnival

On earth we are like children at a carnival.  We are having so much fun that we don't want to leave, we don't want to turn our attention to GOD because of all the fun that we are having.  We are preoccupied.

Its as if we are watching a great movie and don't want to be disturbed by GOD or anyone else.

There are some of us here on this planet that will come to the carnival and talk to you.  We will mentions our FATHER even at the carnival.  We find no greater joy than to talk about our FATHER.  We will PLANT GODS SEED WITHIN YOU because GODS SEED IS WITHIN US.  It is all of who we are.

One by one people leave the carnival, they are coming to meet our FATHER.  One at a time they come to our father, many do not believe, many are not interested some are even hostile when we speak of our FATHER.

Your WILL BE DONE on EARTH.

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They did not no you then and they do not no you now.  Let us go and tell them about you FATHER.... Let us bring them to you, Your WILL BE DONE ON THIS PLANET...

The people here are LOST, BLIND, DEAF, DUMB, WEAK, SELF RIGHTEOUS and WRECKLESS...

The Knowledge of Good and Truths

In Las Vegas, Nevada Tomorrow November 16, 2012 the News Says we can expect to see 20 meteors an hour starting at sunset...

But she didn't add that shooting stars is GOD sending us Goodness, Knowledge & Truths.

The knowledge of Good and Truth are signified by the stars.....

Enjoy GODS GRACE

Thank you for reading my blog

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When Things Changed 4 Me

I was crying I felt so much pain that I couldn't believe,  I didn't know what to think.  I was so confused I felt lost.  I was unsure how I ended up where I was at this moment. 

I humbled myself before my FATHER in pain and in sorrow with pitty of myself and my children.  I realized that in this LIFE.  I CANNOT SURVIVE ON MY OWN.  There is NO win for me trying to do it alone and had I continued living my life leaning unto my own WILL this pain would continue to come over and over, year after year.  The pain hurt so bad that I remember feeling NO Air going through my lungs. 

I realized in this moment that every decision that I had been making was by the Will of OTHERS and The WILL of THIS WORLD and the WILL of MY FLESH.

I Looked at my flesh differently it became disgusting to me I didn't want it all over me.  I felt like I was wearing it and not even the hardest shake would get it off of me.   My FLESH was begging me to do what makes IT feel good.  It wants to dwell within this WORLD.  MY FLESH loves this world because it is apart of it.  It will reside on this earth FOREVER and LOVES to sin.  My flesh wants to sin so bad that it made me sick.  I cried and cried begging GOD to save me.  "Help me, help me please FATHER please don't ignore me I need you."

I called upon my FATHER and he ACTIVATED his HOLY SPIRIT within me. His Holy Spirit has been revealing his truths to me about my FLESH and many other things. 

Enjoy my blog as I share with you how GOD is changing me life. 

 I am NOW Walking in the SPIRIT

I AM RESISTING the ways of the WORLD and controlling my BODY like a pilot who fly's his airplane....

I CAN SEE....

The Devil Hates Me

THE DEVIL HATES WHAT GOD LOVES AND GOD HATES WHAT THE DEVIL LOVES

So, The devil hates us?

YES ANGEL, HE HATES YOU

And I cant avoid him on this earth?

WHAT GOD PUT INSIDE YOU HE CAN SEE.

So, what do I do?
How do I live in this LIFE?
What do I do to avoid my enemy?

ANGEL, WITH GOD ON YOUR SIDE, WHO IS AGAINST YOU?

Everyone on this Earth.

NOT EVERYONE

Ok, look, lets get this clear, the enemy hates me because God Loves Me and God has put something inside me that the devil can clearly see?

What did he put inside of me?

HIS SPIRIT

SOME People Suffer

Why does GOD allow some people to suffer so much.

SOME SUFFER BECAUSE THEY IDENTIFY WITH THEIR BODY'S

YOU BELIEVE THATS WHO YOU ARE
BUT ITS NOT YOU ARE SPIRIT FIRST THEN BODY

The body is only away to reach GOD, much like a vehicle.  Your body is your transportation.

Re-Identify yourself from Physical and use your mind to reach your Spiritual.

I Am Extraordinary

My life has changed again my handwriting is even changing.

God Most High is an INFINITE BEING that exist to bring things together in our galaxy.

He loves us HUMANS so much and has connected himself to us by Spirit.  But human beings have gotten themselves so wrapped up in traditions and religions that some of us don't even know who our FATHER is..

God Most High - Lives inside of me, he has connected himself to me by spirit.  The energy and Vibrations of my soul and spirit belongs to GOD.

I AM EXTRAORDINARY I am Not of this World.  I AM Possessing this body.

Thoughts in my head

Holy Spirit, I Love You.  I need your help to fight these evil thoughts.  I rebuke them when they come to me but you are inside.  I need you to help me Fight Back.

FATHER help me to fight back.  Jesus did this, but my mind keeps allowing thoughts to get inside.  RESTRUCTURE my mind father.  Am I allowed to have that?  Can you help me to fight back? Change the way I receive thoughts.

Holy Spirit Please Work With Me Here!

IF I RESTRUCTURE YOUR MIND IT WILL TRANSFORM YOU

Transform me?????
What does that mean????
I Will be different????

A Vision

I CAN SEE the Holy Bible is on the table, I AM thumbing through the pages.  Two Jehovah's Witnesses are here to study with me. 

THEY ARE THERE TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR BOOK

Oh my goodness, FATHER you cant be serious.  They CANT even hear your voice..

THEY KNOW MY WORD AND THEY BELIEVE WHAT THEY READ

I believe you father.....

Conversations in Spirit

NO ONE KNOWS THESE THINGS ABOUT YOU ANGEL
HOW HUMBLE YOU ARE
HOW MUCH YOU LOVE OUR FATHER

Ok, if you keep on complementing me, I'm gonna start writing this stuff down.

THAT IS WHAT HE WANTS........

That's right, he does want me to write, we talked about me writing earlier....

Talking to My Father

 

What did I do to get here? 

How did I get here?
FATHER, where  are you?

This place is 3D, is this real?

THIS IS LIFE

I don't want to do this, do I have too?

NO ANSWER.........

Crying, Please, Please Please FATHER, don't let me live this life alone.  I want to be with you, I don't want to be here....

YOU ARE HERE FOR NOW, IT IS GOOD, IT IS BEAUTIFUL.  THIS IS YOUR EXPERIENCE, MILLIONS OF MY CHILDREN HAS BEEN HERE.  MILLIONS OF MY CHILDREN WILL COME HERE.