Makes me wonder who actually knows you.

The situation makes you uncomfortable GOD will never harm us in any way he will never bring fear into our hearts he comes with peace and with love and affection.

Trust him.

GOD'S work is so mysterious to me, he forces me to be honest with myself.  He gave me help while I'm down here on this planet in spirit form.  Some people refer to this spirit as Holy. 

I admit I receive help in spirit form from time to time.  Who can give me directions in this LIFE, none of us no where we are going?  

I need to hear what GOD is saying to me it's a monster down here on EARTH. 

I'm so excited about where he is taking my life.  I'm sitting in the passenger seat just cruising I am having problem after problem though just when things can't get worse.  Guess what? They get worse but I still try and find away to breath. 

This is why I say the devil hates me.  

(I'm on auto-pilot) sometimes I laugh at how hard the enemy try's to destroy me. So persistent, goodness.  I guess I gotta fight until my last day on this planet. 

What a shame, there is little peace here. It gets exhausting, all the storms that we go through in human form. 

So I turn to my GOD the creator of the Universe and all things Seen and Unseen. 

I always tell GOD how afraid or scared I am when my soul feels those type of emotions. I suppose that some things in this LIFE can be difficult and scary to deal with on my own.  But I have no reason to be scared or afraid because fear ISN'T even real.  All I have to do is trust HIM. 

I Am in charge of my reality. 

My Spiritual Gift

My Spiritual Gift

I truly am speechless,  but gotta figure out a way to blog this.

I guess the best approach to this would be just type it as I wrote it.  Sometimes I get in a zone, literally.   I pick up my pencil or pen and the paper becomes blurred and I'm writing. 

That's what I was asked to do. That's why I do it.

My FATHER gave me the gift of Healing.

I feel as if. I mean all I can do is shake my head. I just never thought. Not even in a million years did I ever imagine this.

I'm excited. Really this is news to me I just found out, I'm happy.

But I was instructed by the Holy Spirit NOT to be afraid of the things I am asked to do.

When I found out I must have felt fear.

Oooooh that makes me wonder, because my FATHER is so mysterious. 

But I'm excited, I feel like i was hired. That kinda excited.

I was allowed to remember times that I had performed healings on myself and on my son.

I just had never looked at it in that way. I saw it all I remember every detail of these situations.  I always saw it as me enforcing the word of GOD on things. I always believed it was GOD answering my prayers.

I am NOT allowed to focus on others right now. I don't have experience. 

But im still smiling. What a beautiful gift.

The thing about this is i had just came home from 7 Eleven.  I had stole some Clear Eyes. Just put it in my purse, it was literally sitting right there at the register. It is something I use frequently so maybe it was of interest to me.

I don't no, but I got home, sat on my bed I started speaking with my FATHER, i looked to my left my purse rolled over and the Clear Eyes slide out.

A big blue eye ball looking at me. I stared at it for at least 30 seconds.

My FATHER spoke to me, he asked me, could I have afford to buy it.

I said, I could barley afford it.

He reminded me that I could more than afford it. He showed me my financial means.  He helped me see otherwise.

He new why, he new my plan.
I had a stashed. He new exactly what I was going to do with it.

He told me to take some for myself. He told me not to save all of it then i would be able to afford it.

I smiled.

I was happy.

Happy like it was good news. I took a really deep breath.

That's exactly what I plan to do, thank you FATHER.

My mind went back to healings.

So I searched Google images.  Just using the word Healing.  Every image I saw gave me chills.  I said underneath my breath - Oh My Goodness....

Is that what I'm gonna do FATHER??

The Holy Spirit advised me, not to look at it the way others do. We Are Spirit. 

The lady in the image I was staring at had something that made her legs look like she had elephantitis.   I stared at her on my cell phone.

I thought,  something is on her body, something is destroying her flesh.

I remember thinking - get it off of her.

I saw myself in her room, there were at least 4 other people in her room.  I was praying for her.

It was so fast just a quick second or two.

A Vision.

My eyes came back and i focused on her legs, I new what I was gonna have to do. I just never imagined I would ever have such a gift.

I said, Wow FATHER, you want me to do that??? Everyone is gonna know.

The Holy Spirit reminded me.

"Everyone is gonna know anyway because you are going to blog it."

Wow FATHER, I think I said it 3 times Wow Father, Wow.

I'm excited but I'm so nervous too. My goodness people will think I'm CrAzY.

I always believed I had the gift of hearing but WOW!

Then I saw myself asking a different woman "Do you believe?" I was asking her did she believe in my FATHER.

Make me pleasing to you FATHER give me courage and strength. Use me as you choose.

Sometimes we all feel it.

The boys told me at dinner tonight that they both think some Spirt is in our house they both described the same spirit.

Male
Teenage boy

They say he just watches them, he follows them both.

They say that they feel more safe in my room because the spirit won't go into my room.

This is making me scared just a little bit, because they describe things so scary to me. My sister told me the exact same thing when she was a kid.

(Over 20 years ago)

Plus, I think there is definitely some one in here. I always feel it following me and the staring at me too.

But i swear, I don't say it to them (my sons). In fact I don't say it to anyone.

Damn!!

Now I'm just creeped out.

I had to find the right things to say to my boys so I told them.

That they have power over these things, that they simply need to tell this spirit to stop following them, but that they needed to mean it and be aggressive, they needed to be in charge.

I told them that this is their house. I told them that they have the power of GOD inside them and they need to learn how to use it and now is a great time to start using it.

I taught them to block things out of there mind and focus I taught them to enforce the word of GOD on it. I taught them to pay attention to what is going on around them but to stay focused.

I'm gonna buy them some crosses like i have in my room. I'm gonna make their room into force fields like they say my room makes them feel.

I have crosses and crystals in my room. I pray all the time in my room. I told them to start praying in their room.

They told me when they come in my room they feel safe, they feel so free that they will even lay on my floor.

But when they are downstairs or in their own rooms they feel like they are being watched.

The craziest thing about all of this is that I have been hearing this spirit, I been feeling its presence also.

Mostly i ignore it.

I use the power of GOD to rebuke things around me all the time, especially things that scare me.

It is my strength. That's what I taught my kids. Don't be scared but use the power of GOD inside you.

Don't leave me

Since I cannot see my future. Stay with me FATHER place your hands upon my Future and my Present.  Today is your gift to me.

Consider this

Some how along the way one of these Spirits started following you.  Using you as a puppet, controlling you, touching you and making you think; it's just an itch or a bruise that just popped up out of no where. 

A Spiritual Warefare: 

Spirits are everywhere, in your home, in your car, at your job, everywhere.

There are others spirits, Angels, entities, energies, what ever you want to call them. There are good ones and there are bad ones.

They latch on to humans, they follow us and watch us everywhere, some even get involved. 

Listen, just take a week and listen to what you say to yourself, listen to your thoughts. Listen to the way that you talk to yourself, the way that you talk to your children, your mother, your father, listen subconsciously. 

There is more than one cycle to be broken.

Is it harmful? Does it tear you down? Does it build you up? Does it lower your self esteem? Does it make you feel proud?  Does your words make you feel gangsta? Powerful, sexy, what does what you're saying to yourself sound like?

Some of these spirits are louder than others, some want you to know they are there.  They linger around watching us.

We say, "I thought I saw something."

Answer: You might've.

Sometimes I wonder do they miss having a body and that's why they stare so hard.

What are they doing to humans when we call it a seizure.  

Everybody can't see them.

If you can't see ask our FATHER, he created the entire Universe, all things seen and unseen.

He can help you see.

Especially when you are sick; PRAY, talk to our FATHER, get to no him. You will find out that he sent us help.

THE HOLY SPIRIT

Is hear now - talk to HIM

HE will teach you  how to use your words as weapons when it's time to fight back In This Spiritual Warefare ie, this LIFE.

HE will teach you how to live and accept this journey to LIFE. HE will help you understand that we are Spiritual Beings having a Human Experience.  

I spoke to GOD

I was wondering, where is the Moon, the season has changed, I set my clock back an hour and now I don't see the moon in the morning. 

I was frustrated, the Sun was shining in my eyes. I took a few moments and stared at it. Shining all big and bright in the sky.

It was Beautiful, it was Warm.  I admired it. I enjoyed it.

I spoke, "Thank you FATHER for your beautiful Sun, I LOVE these things about life." 

The Sun Rises, the Moon floating all over the sky at night.

"Thank you FATHER for allowing me to Live in this LIFE to see all these beautiful things, I can't wait to fly over these mountains and see all these beautiful things."

"It's the expenses FATHER, the expenses forbid me from seeing your creations on this Earth. Even if I LIVE to see all these beautiful things, I have to earn it."

"But jeesh FATHER, even when I earn it the expenses around me Take It All Away."

Help me Father to LIVE above these expenses in Life. 

We create Life, we are the energy that makes life work. It is because of us that Life is real, we actually make it Life.

"Thank you FATHER for sending me here, to enjoy the Beautiful Experience of Life.

"ALL GLORY TO YOU FATHER"

Seeing the Moon in the Summer, and the Sun in the Fall.. I've watched these two for so long - I no what season they shine best.

They feel like Family

Thank you FATHER, help me with the tools that I need to LIVE in this LIFE.

Angel Nov5.13@6:54am

A New Body

When I saw the body that I was living in I couldn't help but think that I had my work cut out for me...

Seems like I wanted to come to live In this life so bad that I got the next available body..

And who ever had it before me didn't put a lot of effort into Living this life.  

But perhaps whoever had it before me lived life so grand that this body was getting tired and weak.

I couldn't decide, all I new is that this is the body I had now, so I gotta fix it up to do the things that I want to do in this life..

I looked down at it and saw that I needed to tune it up, otherwise Life wouldn't be what I always dreamed it would be.

I already saw it...

Therefore, to last here in this life, in this realm, it was gonna be hard work.  

Now,   -  I AM Spirit having a human experience.

I said out loud to myself, "what In the world have you been doing all those years?" 

Guess I asked myself that question.

But I saw also that I didn't have much work to do but I was In need of some strength training.. 

This body is weak. 

Torn between two realms - feels like I can see the past like a movie but I also can see the future according to my choices.. 

I can see the wrong choices being made in my past as if it was somehow my life...

I had an advantage!!!  I new exactly what to avoid and or be cautious of in this life. It's as if I was sent here with experience, the body that I had still holds memory's of its past...

Hmmmm, I can work with this body.

Long story short, this was the body that I was given to use as a vehicle to take me into that very same future that I see.

I decided that I needed my body to be strong for what I saw in my future because it involved a whole lot of living.

Thank you FATHER for this body, I will strengthen it so that I may live life according to what you have helped me to see.

Angel ☀️

October 14, 2013

Feelings

The good thing about living this life is all of the feelings and emotion I get to feel, rather sad, excited, hyper, upset, or happy these feelings are all different.

It feels like many gifts in one body.....

There are many more feelings to explore. My eyes can see what others cannot see and I'm still blind in so many ways.  I don't mind being blind, because I have FAITH....

So, I no that even if my feelings are hurting or I'm filled with joy, I am there because I'm supposed to be there - at that very moment...... 

I am in the Human experience, my soul will speak to my body that speaks to my mind and I respond accordingly.. Rather with tears or laughter this is the way GOD  made me......

This is what I am supposed to feel....

GOD created me to be this way... That's why I LOVE him, that's also why I TRUST him.... 

I AM SPIRIT HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE..... 

Angel 9/12/13 7:30pm

I sometimes wonder

You are what I want, but what does GOD want for me..... 

I can feel you near me.

Holy Spirit, I no that you love me, I get chills all over my body when I call on you. You are always near perhaps living inside of me.

I adore you, enlighten me, guide me, strengthen me, console me.

Tell me what I should do and I will do it.  Give me your orders and I promise to submit myself to all that you desire of me.

I accept all that you allow to happen to me....... 

I trust you... You have never left my side. I love the way you make me feel... 

Speak to me, guide me..... 

Work with me.. Stay with me....

Unconditional Love

Having faith in you has become easier. I have stepped back and taken a good look at life and allowed you to be my pilot, trusting you and your Will for my life....

It seems like EVERYTIME that I pray for something, you give it to me instantly. I've never noticed before. I do notice now.

It's almost like receiving a download from you - MY SOURCE - my FATHER IN HEAVEN - creator of all things, seen and unseen.

I asked for joy and you gave it to me INSTANTLY - thank you..... Thank you so much!!!

I learned this morning that when I pray to YOU.. That I don't have to beg ---
I learned that I only need to ask once and it is given..

I even learned that you have UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for me.

You should see my face, I can't even stop smiling about that, because I LOVE YOU too.

I feel joy to no that you have answered all of my prayers .... Now, I wait, be patient, open my eyes and listen....

I can see your blessing and I am so thankful.. You no I have to say, I have never felt this kinda LOVE before.

I LOVE YOU TOO!!

Your WILL BE DONE...
3/15/2013
Angel

The word you have put on my heart to day is Consecrate... I will look it up...

I Asked & You Gave It 2 Me

I asked you for the GIFT OF SIGHT and you gave it to me, you helped me to see.

You have always given me the gift of sight. I have always been able to see...

The problem FATHER is that I don't understand what I see, and something's that I see I don't believe......

Now I no that I need help.

Help me FATHER to understand what I am seeing.. Help me to interpret it.

Holy Spirit that lives in me who talks to me, teaches me and guides me..

You are my pilot FATHER lead me.

You have also given me the gift of hearing. I can hear, I can hear you, I can hear your Holy Spirit speaking to me....

Your Will Be Done......

I don't understand why I don't use these gifts the way you have created me to...

Help me FATHER to use the gifts that you have given me according to your Will in my life...

Help me to interpret what I am hearing, to understand clearly, what it is that you mean....

Help me to hear what you want me to hear..

Let me lean not to my own understand of these things.....

Your Will Be Done.....

Angel
MAY 2 @ 6:49am 2013

Incarnated

The emotion that comes with being human..... Having a body that feels energy, vibrations, emotion, and still able to hear GODS voice...

Now I ask myself, "What purpose or role have I set for myself before I incarnated into this body.

The Devil Wants Me...

The devil wants me, he wants me so bad. He never stops pursuing me..
He uses those around me to hurt me...
He turns them against me...
He makes them believe that I have done something very NEGATIVE to them....

Their minds are so weak...
They don't no what to believe....
They don't want to call me by my name "Angel"....... They prefer "Laura" it's also my name... Either is ok with me....

It hurts me when the devil uses my family... It hurts me because they should no....

I endure these things.....

This attack has been going on since I was a kid... The devil convinced my parents to leave me stranded in an unknown city, and state, they happily agreed, and did just that...


Now that I no that the devil wants me....
I have put on armour, I am prepared to fight back.....

I endure the pain, accept all the feelings the pain brings to me.... Shed the tears if it hurts bad enough...

Then call on my CREATOR, who created the entire Universe... Created all things seen and unseen.... Created all living things.... I call him GOD, you should to... He is our FATHER....

Did you no when I mention him in this way my entire body receives chills....

It's because I love him, and he knows it... That's his way of letting me know he loves me too....

He helps me defeat the devil.

GODS LOVE

Today is January 28, 2013....

I was driving to work praying and conversing with my FATHER, Creator of the UNIVERSE and all things SEEN and UNSEEN.........

I asked him to make me pleasing to him...
I asked him to make me good....

So that I may live this LIFE abundantly , the way that he has CREATED ME to live it..

I stayed in prayer until all I could say was THANK YOU FATHER, THANK YOU FATHER... Over and Over again...

When I parked my car at work my eyes were filled with tears rejoicing on the feelings that were running threw my body...

I cried... I looked at the clock on my dashboard noticed the time way 6:14 Pacific Time ....

I dried my eyes with 16 minutes left to clock in for work I sat there for just a moment longer.....

Turned the dome lights out in the car
After drying my tears, looked out the window on the driver side and saw.....

This beautiful MOON below.....

Wow was I blown away....

I felt GODS HOLY SPIRIT ALL OVER ME....

I opened the car door after taking a picture of this beautiful MOON..

Headed in to work and a SWISH of wind blew across my face coming from East to West...

I was walking North...

OH MY all I could say was THANK YOU FATHER for allowing me the GIFT of feeling you right here on MOTHER EARTH....

Wow what a beautiful Monday morning.

SO BLESSED TO RECEIVE YOUR LOVE IN THIS WAY..... THIS PHYSICAL WAY....

THANK YOU FATHER....

Blasphemy

Blasphemy against God's Holy Spirit is an UNFORGIVEN SIN........

God

U say only people on this earth can love you, can help you. Because they got money, power, wealth, fame.

You believe the can make a difference in your life, so you choose to CALL ON THEM.

I'm telling you. GOD IS HERE WITH US on this earth.

He is the creator of all things he is Everywhere.... In the midst of everything seen, and every thing heard. Everything that lives, and everything that passes on...

Understand that .....

You can talk to him, he can hear you...

GOD is Omnipresent ......

Omnipresent Meaning

omnipresent[ om-nuh-prez-uh nt ]

adjective
1. present everywhere at the same time: the omnipresent God.

TRUTH

Who are we? What are we made of? What are we designed to do? What is Life? Why am I living it? Why are you living it?

Who has answers?

We believe that we have the ability to see TRUTH. Truth around us Truth in others... We human beings believe this with such certainty...

We design mechanisms to Test our own Theory, then give the Theory control over our limitations as a Human..

We are designed to SEEK THE TRUTH

Do you ever wonder why? Why do we even have to?

Why are we programmed to think that our creator GOD will punish us for all eternity if we screw up?

STEP OUTSIDE OF THESE CONDITIONS THAT YOU HAVE PLACED UPON YOURSELVES.

Believe me I serve a beautiful GOD
Pay attention to what's going on around you.

Listen to what is NOT BEING SAID

YOU ARE SPIRIT HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE ..

WHY???

Don't you want to no the TRUTH???

Truth

OPEN DISCUSSION:

Lets start the year 2013 with the TRUTH..

Lets talk about JESUS CHRIST
Lets talk about KING JAMES

Can you imagine why society is the way it is? Brainwashed and confused, blind and in need of a Spiritual Awakening.

Can anyone out there answer this question for me...

Can you explain to me and the millions of humans like me HOW DID JESUS LIVE IN HIDING IN EGYPT LOOKING LIKE THE PICTURE BELOW.

Read Further.......

Mary and Joseph received word that KING HARROD wanted JESUS DEAD.. So they fled to Egypt. They lived in Egypt in hiding.

If this is so and this is TRUTH please take the pictures of JESUS down with Blonde hair and Blue Eyes..

This is how you confuse the simple minded... Sometimes the simple minded fall in positions of authority over our lives...

Makes one wonder about these beautiful story's in the BIBLE compared to the photos hanging in many churches..,

In order for JESUS to blend in with the people of EGYPT he would have to LOOK LIKE THE PEOPLE OF EGYPT OVER 2000 YEARS AGO...

Who is this Blonde Hair Blue Eyed Man that you call Jesus?
What is Jesus' Real Name?

FATHER GOD, WHO IS YOUR SON?
FATHER GOD, they want us to believe that YOU are Jesus Christ and that HE IS YOU.

And relate to him in a Physical Way..

INTRODUCE US TO YOUR SON FATHER.. Unveil us.. SAVE HUMANITY..