In The Dark

One important thing that I have noticed about my life as a Human Being is that it feels like I am walking in the DARK.

It's as if someone turned the LIGHTS OFF, and there I am standing dead center of a DARK ROOM i am all alone.. I am feeling around the walls in a panic, I cannot find the light switch. I am afraid of the dark, I cannot see here, I cannot breath here, I am so afraid, I do NOT want to be here.

I can sense that others are here, i can hear their voices they call themselves my family, but I cannot walk with them it seems that we all have a different journey.

I've given birth in the dark and my daughter has gone astray, how can I help her too see if I cannot even see.

I dropped to knees I'm crying, my heart feels a gaping hole, AM I BREATHING?

There are two little boys clinging too me as I walk in this DARK. I am praying that GOD gives us a good grip on one another. We are all that we have, they trust me, they believe that I no where I am going. I DO NOT and I will not tell them that rather, I say to them "GOD GUIDES US" and they BELIEVE.

There are things I've been doing routinely in this Dark. I need my eyes to TRANSITION in here so i can see. Just a flicker of light will help me. But there is none, the directions given too me by others in here is wrong. They don't no where they are going either.

I cannot see, FATHER GOD in Heavan, creator of all things seen and unseen. HELP ME TO SEE. I AM LOST. NAVIGATE Me, guide me in this DARK.

While standing here for a minute, refusing to move, I can't budge, I don't no where I am going. I am STOPED. I am Listening and waiting for direction. I am YIELDING.

My FAITH is not waiting and hoping that GOD takes me to a good place but My FAITH is having the strength and belief to call on GOD. Believing that he has heard my cry and as TURNED ON A LIGHT so that I may see which direction to go.

Are you here JESUS? Have you come for me?


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