My Spiritual Gift
I truly am speechless, but gotta figure out a way to blog this.
I guess the best approach to this would be just type it as I wrote it. Sometimes I get in a zone, literally. I pick up my pencil or pen and the paper becomes blurred and I'm writing.
That's what I was asked to do. That's why I do it.
My FATHER gave me the gift of Healing.
I feel as if. I mean all I can do is shake my head. I just never thought. Not even in a million years did I ever imagine this.
I'm excited. Really this is news to me I just found out, I'm happy.
But I was instructed by the Holy Spirit NOT to be afraid of the things I am asked to do.
When I found out I must have felt fear.
Oooooh that makes me wonder, because my FATHER is so mysterious.
But I'm excited, I feel like i was hired. That kinda excited.
I was allowed to remember times that I had performed healings on myself and on my son.
I just had never looked at it in that way. I saw it all I remember every detail of these situations. I always saw it as me enforcing the word of GOD on things. I always believed it was GOD answering my prayers.
I am NOT allowed to focus on others right now. I don't have experience.
But im still smiling. What a beautiful gift.
The thing about this is i had just came home from 7 Eleven. I had stole some Clear Eyes. Just put it in my purse, it was literally sitting right there at the register. It is something I use frequently so maybe it was of interest to me.
I don't no, but I got home, sat on my bed I started speaking with my FATHER, i looked to my left my purse rolled over and the Clear Eyes slide out.
A big blue eye ball looking at me. I stared at it for at least 30 seconds.
My FATHER spoke to me, he asked me, could I have afford to buy it.
I said, I could barley afford it.
He reminded me that I could more than afford it. He showed me my financial means. He helped me see otherwise.
He new why, he new my plan.
I had a stashed. He new exactly what I was going to do with it.
He told me to take some for myself. He told me not to save all of it then i would be able to afford it.
I smiled.
I was happy.
Happy like it was good news. I took a really deep breath.
That's exactly what I plan to do, thank you FATHER.
My mind went back to healings.
So I searched Google images. Just using the word Healing. Every image I saw gave me chills. I said underneath my breath - Oh My Goodness....
Is that what I'm gonna do FATHER??
The Holy Spirit advised me, not to look at it the way others do. We Are Spirit.
The lady in the image I was staring at had something that made her legs look like she had elephantitis. I stared at her on my cell phone.
I thought, something is on her body, something is destroying her flesh.
I remember thinking - get it off of her.
I saw myself in her room, there were at least 4 other people in her room. I was praying for her.
It was so fast just a quick second or two.
A Vision.
My eyes came back and i focused on her legs, I new what I was gonna have to do. I just never imagined I would ever have such a gift.
I said, Wow FATHER, you want me to do that??? Everyone is gonna know.
The Holy Spirit reminded me.
"Everyone is gonna know anyway because you are going to blog it."
Wow FATHER, I think I said it 3 times Wow Father, Wow.
I'm excited but I'm so nervous too. My goodness people will think I'm CrAzY.
I always believed I had the gift of hearing but WOW!
Then I saw myself asking a different woman "Do you believe?" I was asking her did she believe in my FATHER.
Make me pleasing to you FATHER give me courage and strength. Use me as you choose.
