Trust him.

GOD'S work is so mysterious to me, he forces me to be honest with myself.  He gave me help while I'm down here on this planet in spirit form.  Some people refer to this spirit as Holy. 

I admit I receive help in spirit form from time to time.  Who can give me directions in this LIFE, none of us no where we are going?  

I need to hear what GOD is saying to me it's a monster down here on EARTH. 

I'm so excited about where he is taking my life.  I'm sitting in the passenger seat just cruising I am having problem after problem though just when things can't get worse.  Guess what? They get worse but I still try and find away to breath. 

This is why I say the devil hates me.  

(I'm on auto-pilot) sometimes I laugh at how hard the enemy try's to destroy me. So persistent, goodness.  I guess I gotta fight until my last day on this planet. 

What a shame, there is little peace here. It gets exhausting, all the storms that we go through in human form. 

So I turn to my GOD the creator of the Universe and all things Seen and Unseen. 

I always tell GOD how afraid or scared I am when my soul feels those type of emotions. I suppose that some things in this LIFE can be difficult and scary to deal with on my own.  But I have no reason to be scared or afraid because fear ISN'T even real.  All I have to do is trust HIM. 

I Am in charge of my reality. 

Feelings

The good thing about living this life is all of the feelings and emotion I get to feel, rather sad, excited, hyper, upset, or happy these feelings are all different.

It feels like many gifts in one body.....

There are many more feelings to explore. My eyes can see what others cannot see and I'm still blind in so many ways.  I don't mind being blind, because I have FAITH....

So, I no that even if my feelings are hurting or I'm filled with joy, I am there because I'm supposed to be there - at that very moment...... 

I am in the Human experience, my soul will speak to my body that speaks to my mind and I respond accordingly.. Rather with tears or laughter this is the way GOD  made me......

This is what I am supposed to feel....

GOD created me to be this way... That's why I LOVE him, that's also why I TRUST him.... 

I AM SPIRIT HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE..... 

Angel 9/12/13 7:30pm

I can feel you near me.

Holy Spirit, I no that you love me, I get chills all over my body when I call on you. You are always near perhaps living inside of me.

I adore you, enlighten me, guide me, strengthen me, console me.

Tell me what I should do and I will do it.  Give me your orders and I promise to submit myself to all that you desire of me.

I accept all that you allow to happen to me....... 

I trust you... You have never left my side. I love the way you make me feel... 

Speak to me, guide me..... 

Work with me.. Stay with me....

Unconditional Love

Having faith in you has become easier. I have stepped back and taken a good look at life and allowed you to be my pilot, trusting you and your Will for my life....

It seems like EVERYTIME that I pray for something, you give it to me instantly. I've never noticed before. I do notice now.

It's almost like receiving a download from you - MY SOURCE - my FATHER IN HEAVEN - creator of all things, seen and unseen.

I asked for joy and you gave it to me INSTANTLY - thank you..... Thank you so much!!!

I learned this morning that when I pray to YOU.. That I don't have to beg ---
I learned that I only need to ask once and it is given..

I even learned that you have UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for me.

You should see my face, I can't even stop smiling about that, because I LOVE YOU too.

I feel joy to no that you have answered all of my prayers .... Now, I wait, be patient, open my eyes and listen....

I can see your blessing and I am so thankful.. You no I have to say, I have never felt this kinda LOVE before.

I LOVE YOU TOO!!

Your WILL BE DONE...
3/15/2013
Angel

The word you have put on my heart to day is Consecrate... I will look it up...

Eyes Closed

Seeing with my eyes, and listening with my ears are COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. They require two different features in our Human Body.

In LIFE many walk around with our eyes CLOSED: We See, but we don't see what's going on around us. We hear but we don't ever LISTEN.

After 30+ years I started to see. I don't need to ask directions from many Human Beings because I no now that they are living in the same LIFE I'm living.

But I listen, and I listen carefully to spoken words and unspoken words, because I'm aware that blessings can be transmitted through other HUMAN BEINGS.

I have met others like myself, others who can see and the COMMON DENOMINATOR is we CANNOT make others see.

To see this LIFE for what it truly is requires HUMILITY and the ability to HUMBLE ones-self.

I like to call this STEP ONE.

Ask him, say: Father GOD, help me to see what you want me to see.

Be careful the enemy draws near as you draw closer to GOD.


The enemy of our FATHER IN HEAVEN is OUR enemy.

It's time to live LIFE WITH OUR EYES OPEN..

Walk by FAITH NOT BY SIGHT

Learn to Trust

What a beautiful view, standing on this cliff seeing Mother Earths true BEAUTY. The water is so loud below the breeze is colder than I expected.

Why is my heart feeling fear? I don't feel that I am in any danger. Why am I scared? Why can't I settle down?

Being afraid of heights is contributing to my fear but why do I feel so uneasy up here? It certainly is beautiful but very unsafe.

I am taking baby steps towards the edge of the cliff I really want too see what's below. The closer I get the more afraid I get.

After a sigh of deep breaths I stand there and receive all that I can from my environment I absolutely love it hear and even tough I'm fearful of being up here I am taking deep breaths to cope with the fear.

WHY ARE YOU AFRAID?

I don't no, I answered.

ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL HERE?

Yes it is, I said.

The breeze captivated me as if the water below sent an invitation up the cliff. It felt so good so I took a step closer and peaked over as the water crashed against the mountain I felt very fearful my distance was much higher than the water below me.

LET GO, JUMP IN!

My heart hurt with fear, my stomach couldn't take what I was hearing I was feeling sick suddenly.

YOU WILL BE OK, NOW JUMP!!
--------- TRUST ME ----------

But I couldn't be convinced, No Way was I jumping down there! Never! No! I am much to scared to do something like that.

THE FEAR THAT YOU ARE FEELING IS WHAT THE ENEMY USES TO CONTROL YOU.

YOU CAN TRUST ME, NOW JUMP!

Feelings of joy and love came over me, trust and faith started to become embedded within me. I believe you, I thought to myself as the words silently escaped my mouth.

I took a few steps closer to the edges looking over the cliff, stood up straight and turned away from the cliff. My back is facing the cliff now and all that I can hear is the wind touching my face and gliding across my ears it sounds like its speaking to me.

Reading my thoughts, I heard
YOU CAN TRUST ME, STOP DOUBTING!
TRUST

WHEN YOU NO THE OUTCOME OF THIS JUMP YOU WILL TRUST. DON'T WORRY I AM HERE.... LET GO.....
TRUST ME I AM WITH YOU

A true spiritual experience indeed. My heart was beating different. I could hear it, my heart was wide open.

I need you, I said. I want you, please don't ever leave me.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and Jumped!

Chills raced up and down my flesh, as I sat their in meditation.

From head to toe I felt chills a lot like the Domino Effect. I didn't even no that my eyes could produce this amount of tears. My eyes filled with tears more than I have ever experienced.

I Trust You..... I no longer needed to be convinced.

FALLING IS NOT FALLING WHEN YOU NO THE OUTCOME OF YOUR FALL, ITS AS IF A STUNT MAN IS PREPARING FOR HIS SCENE..... HE KNOWS THE OUTCOME....... HE TRUSTS

Falling is not falling for you anymore.

God Fill me with TRUST, show me how to trust you and bless me with Courage.

Fear I love you, but I no longer need you to interfere in my life. I no longer need you involved with my decision making.