Inner Feelings

Most people would like to no a persons state of mind when they write... Because when we write we express deep inner feelings.

Today I want to share with you one of my skeletons... My deep inner feelings...

I was listening to a story on ihttp://www.pray-as-you-go.org/
it was dated for the week of Jan 29, 2013.

The topic was about family....

Who is your Family?
Who is your Mother?
Who is your Father?
Who are your Sisters and Brothers?

They story went on to explain how anyone who loves our Creator, our Father....
is our Mother, Father, Sister, or Brother....

Those family's we cling to will treat you like a stranger... Hurt you in ways that you wouldn't hurt your worst enemy.,.,,

Then the story paused.... Then the Story continued but now it's asking me, who is my family? Who are my Brothers and Sisters? Who is my Mother and Father?

After being stuck in thought, my eyes hurt so many tears came out... My eyes cried a river....

I realized that I've been hurt by everyone around me.. Family, the ones that say quickly "I Love You". The ones that you call on in times of need... Family, tge ones that has hurt me the most....

I think I'm looking for a way out.....

Imagine how I feel or what I got going threw my mind when I look in the eyes of people who have hurt me so deeply every day...

They are family....

I visualized how each person has hurt me and in that moment I learned who my family is...

Thank you FATHER for
http://www.pray-as-you-go.org/

truly they have enlightened me.